A Walk in the Rain

You made me the person that I never wanted to be. I promised myself that I would never let my feelings show through during the day. Yet here I am, almost in tears because the boy I love broke the thing that took me so many years to rebuild, he tore apart my heart. The organ vital for life is gone, destroyed, leaving me desolate.

I promised myself that I would never be the girl to cry, that I would always be strong. But, because of you, my eyes burn with tears that silently forge a path to the ground.

You made me someone that I never wanted to be, and I hate you for that. Yet, my love for you is far from gone. I can forgive and I can forget and if tomorrow you came back to me, I would once again be yours.

But until that time I want you to understand that you didn’t just hurt me, rather, you completely devastated my soul.

*I still love you, as much as it kill me.*